On Monday morning, all the members of Development Department 13 were gathered at a coffee shop a little ways from the office. I had told them there was something I absolutely had to tell them, so we gave up our lunch break and I deliberately chose a shop where employees from other departments were unlikely to come.
"...Why'd you call us to a place like
this?"
Charaji, who was usually joking around, had
an unusually serious look on his face, sensing the heavy atmosphere from me and
Sakurai-san.
"This doesn't seem like good news. Not
at all."
The Queen stood there expressionless. The
way she neatly tapped her cigarette ash into the ashtray gave the impression of
someone accustomed to tough situations.
"D-did something troublesome happen?
Did it, huh?"
As for Takoyaki-san, he had been wiping his
sweat with a handkerchief the whole time. He was so scared, it was as if
Trouble = Death.
(If the manager finds out what might be
happening now, I wonder what will become of him.)
He was so flustered it was worrying.
"Sorry for gathering you all here when
you're busy. The truth is, I happened to overhear a conversation concerning the
survival of this department..."
As I began to speak, Charaji and
Takoyaki-san leaned forward in reaction.
"What's that... This is some seriously
bad news!"
"The s-s-s-survival of the department,
you mean, Hashiba-kun, Hashiba-kun, it's about the survival of the department,
right!?"
Both of them had turned pale. Well, it
couldn't be helped...
"Hmm, sounds bad."
The Queen also reacted, but she didn't seem
particularly shocked.
"C-calm down, I'll explain it in
order!"
Along with Sakurai-san sitting next to me,
I explained what happened on Friday.
That a reorganization of the development
division was about to take place, and that we, Development Department 13, were
the first to be targeted.
And I decided to tell them, without hiding
anything, that one of the triggers might have been the business improvements I
had led.
It was only at the level of hearsay, and I
could have kept quiet, but it was based on the judgment that the damage would
be less if I said it now, rather than hearing it from someone else later.
But, as expected, Charaji attacked that
point.
"Hmph, you and your unnecessary
meddling. Hashiba, if you hadn't tried to act all cool and do your business
improvements, maybe this wouldn't have happened?"
"...That might be true."
In reality, since the premise was that we
were a burdensome department, I think the result would have been the same even
if the business improvements hadn't been made.
However, I had no objection to the fact
that I had created the trigger.
"Is that... what's being
rumored...?"
Takoyaki-san spoke in a serious tone and
then fell silent.
It was the worst possible situation.
......But, we have been preparing so that
we can fight back when this happens.
"But, we still have a chance."
I declared it to them in a firm tone.
"That plan we're working on now, if we
can put it together into a solid, realistic proposal and present it to the
higher-ups, we can do things as a department, and if that happens..."
Just as I was about to continue, saying
that the department's survival would also be decided,
"I'm done."
Charaji stopped me with a hand gesture.
"Done? What do you mean by that?"
Looking fed up, Charaji scratched his head
and said,
"I'm changing jobs."
"Eh..."
"Changing jobs. Isn't it obvious?
Rather than being sent to a dead-end room by a transfer, it's better to just
decide on a new job and get out, right?"
At those words, the Queen next to him also
nodded.
"As for me, I'd be fine if I could
just get to do miscellaneous tasks in some development department. Luckily, I
have skills, so someone will probably raise their hand for me."
This one also seemed to have no interest in
the progress of the plan.
"It's not decided yet, it's just that
there's a rumor, so I wanted you to feel a sense of crisis..."
And on top of that, I had hoped they would
attend the planning meeting. This is completely counterproductive... their
hearts are drifting away.
"U-um... I'm also very anxious, but if
everyone quits now, it would be playing right into the company's hands..."
Sakurai-san also pleads with an anxious
expression.
"That's right, just meekly offering up
our necks without doing anything, it will all end without any reward...!"
"...Are you saying that the correct
answer is to appeal to someone who has no expectations of us? We have no stage,
no chance, nothing."
Charaji spat out in a low, stagnant voice.
If we're talking about right and wrong
answers, what we're doing now certainly has the odds stacked against it.
An even heavier atmosphere covered the
area.
As no one could utter a word,
"...Well, I'm going back now."
Charaji stood up and said,
"If I'm going to waste time on
something pointless, I'd rather go back and browse some job change sites."
And then, patting Sakurai-san's head,
"Well, I guess this is the end of that
childish make-believe planning."
Sakurai-san's shoulder trembled with a
jolt.
To her, who had worked so hard to keep the
possibility alive, that was just too rude, and did he even have the right to
say such a thing?
To Charaji, who was only good with his
words, I finally felt my anger welling up.
"Wait a minute."
I stood up from my seat and stood in front
of Charaji.
"...Your business is finished,
right?"
"It's not finished. I won't forgive
that outrageous remark about 'make-believe planning'."
"There's no way it'll ever take shape.
If that's not make-believe, then what is it?"
"Aren't we going to have more meetings
and turn it into something real! And yet you don't even try to stick with it,
talking about quitting or changing jobs, why are you so insincere!"
Charaji clicked his tongue unpleasantly and
looked away.
At his completely careless attitude, words
overflowed from my anger without thinking.
"Have you ever... seriously tackled
your work!"
In an instant, Charaji's eyes shot up.
"Shut up! You don't know anything, so
shut your mouth!"
It was a shout so loud that the inside of
the shop fell silent for a moment.
Charaji seemed surprised at the loudness of
his own voice, then shook his head and let out a big sigh.
"...Being serious... gets overturned
in an instant, in this world..."
He said, as if spitting it out, and then
casually walked out of the shop.
Once again, a heavy silence hung over
everyone.
"Well, I'll be leaving too. Sorry I
couldn't be of any help."
The Queen also stood up from her seat.
"No matter how good an idea you come
up with, turning a pie in the sky into something real is incredibly difficult.
If you have that kind of energy, it's better to use it for yourself."
She stubbed out the cigarette she was
smoking and also quietly left the shop.
The three people left behind all fell
silent.
"...Sorry, Sakurai-san."
"No... if my proposal had been better,
this wouldn't have..."
Sakurai-san said, her shoulders slumping.
I was wondering whether I should have told
them this information now. But for my part, I wanted everyone to get more
serious, and to participate more actively in the planning.
Although it was negative news, I thought it
would spur them to action. But the result was that it drove everyone away.
(Is this... the end?)
I got into the game industry I longed for,
and a prestigious company at that, through a miraculous encounter.
But there, I was put into a department that
doesn't actually make games, and the workplace was rotten.
So, I took action. The situation improved a
little, and I had hope that we could move forward.
......However, the situation suddenly took
a turn again, and steered in an undesirable direction.
In the stage before making things, the
story is about to come to an end.
"U-um, you two..."
Sakurai-san and I both turn towards the
voice.
Takoyaki-san was looking at us with a
worried expression.
"Manager... excuse me, the
conversation is over, so you can go back..."
Thinking maybe he felt awkward about
leaving, I said that, but
"No, I was thinking we should properly
discuss what to do from now on."
"Eh...?"
"You see, I'm the manager, so I have
to think about the department."
I thought, that's unexpected.
I thought a comment of "let's not rock
the boat" would come out just like before... but there was a statement
worthy of a department head, and I was a little surprised.
I thought there were only disadvantages to
telling the department members, but for the first time, I was able to feel glad
that I had.
I even thought that perhaps my eyes had
been clouded.
"S-so... do you have some brilliant
idea?"
To me, who asked with expectation, the
manager gave a refreshing smile and said,
"Of course not! That's why, you see,
we have to think together."
After all, perhaps my eyes weren't clouded.
Together with Sakurai-san, I hung my head
in disappointment.
"...I expected too much."
"...But well, it's good that he's at
least a little motivated."
Honestly, I felt more than just a little
energized.
For the time being, I took out my
smartphone and checked my schedule.
"Let's do our best to have at least a
minimum of hope by the planning meeting this weekend."
"But, how...?"
"Even for those two, I think their
opinions will change somewhat if there's a concrete plan."
It's true that even though we talked a lot
about the plan, nothing was said about how to realize it.
Conversely, if that conversation gains
specificity, it means that possibilities will arise.
"I'll give it a try."
I opened LINE and sent a message to a
friend to make an appointment.
"I still can't... give up over
something like this."
◇
Outside the window, the sound of a train
passing by can be heard.
It was a bargain property close to the
station, but this noise was a bit of a nuisance.
"Sorry, the sound of the train might
have gotten in, but can you hear me?"
When I asked,
"It's fine, I can hear your proud
handsome voice clearly."
Hayakawa answered teasingly.
"Well, if I lose my job, maybe I'll
start streaming."
"That's a great idea, if your
subscriber count exceeds 100,000, come work with us."
Although it's a complete joke, well, even
if I were to lose my job, I don't think I could become a streamer.
Back at my previous job, I had the chance
to talk with a certain YouTuber as part of a promotion, but it was nothing but
things that made me think it was a job at the opposite pole of being carefree,
like filming and editing, as well as regular uploads and posts on social media.
There's no such thing as an easy job in
this world. Everyone has their own merits and demerits, and they live by
balancing them.
"My bad, it would have been nice if we
could have gone for a meal together."
"No, I knew you were busy."
"So, what are you going to do? Are you
going to give up and come to our place soon?"
I had already told Hayakawa about that
incident via a message earlier.
In his judgment, it was better to quit
immediately and change jobs. Indeed, if I explained that situation, most people
would say so.
"Well honestly, I thought about that
too... but I'm going to struggle a little more."
But, I didn't choose that option.
"Why? For that cute boss or the junior
in your department?"
"There's that obligation, but if
anything, it's also my own pride."
On the surface, it's probably for
Sakurai-san's sake, but more than that, the feeling of wanting to do something
about this situation was boiling within me. Perhaps my true intention is my
feelings towards craftsmanship, or the feeling of not wanting to betray my
former self.
In any case, it was certain that the matter
was not for just one or two reasons.
"So, I thought that Hayakawa, who has
been through various tough situations, might come up with something, so I
decided to consult you."
"I don't know if I can satisfy you,
but... I'll do my best."
He agreed to consult with me in a strangely
formal way.
"First, we'll need to do some
research."
"About what?"
"That is, whether that department
consolidation plan is a company-wide thing, or if it's something being pushed
by one faction."
Hayakawa's assessment is this.
A company can be classified into two types:
either a complete one-man show, or composed of several factions.
Succeed Soft is a listed company, and
although it is hereditary from the founder, it seems there is some trouble with
the generational change, and there might be a chance of victory there.
"That place is now largely divided
into two factions... I'll pull up some documents."
Hayakawa sent me something like a research
report.
"Previously, I had a research company
come in for the development of our advertising. I've sent you that report, so
after you read it, please take responsibility and delete it."
"...Got it."
I open the file and read from the first
page.
Succeed Soft was founded in 1980 based on a
mail-order business for personal computer software established by the founding
president, Matsuhira Shigeru.
At that time, personal computer software
was in a bubble period, and software sold like hotcakes, but Matsuhira thought
about the future and decided to start in-house development as well. At first,
they developed historical simulations, but they were far from the industry
leader, and from 1995 they entered the adult software market. Initially, they
were looked down upon in the industry, but their beautiful graphics, robust
system, and successful collaboration with a talented writer on the scenario
side made them a hit maker in no time.
From the 2000s, they entered the consumer
industry with great anticipation. Here too, they achieved great results, went
public in 2005, and thereafter quickly discovered the potential of social
games, consistently achieving high profits, and became one of the leading
blue-chip companies in the game industry.
"Well, if you only look at the public
story, there are no particular problems to be seen."
"That's right. Because they don't
stick to one business model, the transition seems to be succeeding
smoothly."
Both bishoujo games and consumer games saw
former hit makers disappear one after another. The reason for this was mostly
due to "knowing the good times too well."
"Yes, the transition went well...
that's precisely why that place is in turmoil now."
"Why?"
Hayakawa pointed to the relevant page and
told me to look there.
As I was told, I turned the page, and there
was a profile of one person written there.
"Matsuhira Kou--the president's only
son, huh."
After graduating from university, he joined
Succeed Soft as a new graduate, and currently held the position of Managing
Director.
(Managing Director... I see, so that was
him.)
I remembered the person I passed in the
elevator hall the other day.
"It's amazing, right? He's the same
age as us and a managing director of a listed company. That's something you'd
only see with a founding member of a hit venture company."
That's true. But he's someone who joined
the company after it had already grown large.
The connection of being the president's
heir is certainly strong, but when it's this blatant, it would naturally
provoke resentment.
"In short, he's in conflict with the
executives who oppose that hereditary succession?"
"As expected of Hashiba, you catch on
quick. But that's not all."
"Meaning...?"
Hayakawa sent another document.
It was an article from an economics
magazine. There, Matsuhira Kou was featured prominently with a photo as the key
person in Succeed Soft's entry into social games.
(No doubt about it, that's him.)
Ignoring my internal agreement, Hayakawa
continues to talk.
"Soon after joining the company, he
pushed through internal opposition and created a social games department.
Naturally, the long-time employees resisted, and an atmosphere of
non-cooperation with him filled the company."
"...But, as it turned out, his
assessment was correct."
"That's right. The social games
business, which started with only Development Department 12, with one manager
and two subordinates, now accounts for half of Succeed Soft's development
division."
They were making fun of the unknown
business started by the rich heir, but before they knew it, they were greatly
out-earned, and there was even a danger of a reverse takeover...
For the old guard, that must have been
infinitely unamusing.
"And so. If this Managing Director is
the one who proposed the department consolidation, then honestly, you probably
have no chance of winning."
"Probably, since the momentum is
different."
"But, if it's the other way around...
you get it, right?"
Hayakawa's voice is bouncing with glee.
"If I can get in with the Managing
Director, a reversal is possible, is that it?"
"That's right. So first, let's do that
research."
For detailed internal information,
Kawasegawa would probably know, so let's ask her. As for the department
members... well, I guess I'll just ask them for reference.
"So, Hashiba, that plan you're
thinking of now... does it have a chance of winning?"
"Yeah, I might not be able to win big,
but I don't think I'll lose big either."
The most ideal way to run a business is to
invest small and recover big. But such convenient stories are not so easy to
come by.
In that case, we should first think about
making a small profit. Then gradually expand the frame, and it will be fine if
the result is that it has grown large before we know it.
"Alright, then solidify the plan
firmly. Write clearly that it is low-risk and has the potential for high
returns, so as not to give the other party any room to take advantage."
As expected of someone in the advertising
industry, where evil spirits roam, Hayakawa's points were on the mark.
"Thanks, you were a big help."
"You helped me out a lot in college. I
hope this can be a repayment."
Come to think of it, I remembered that
Hayakawa often asked me for things when we were students.
If he really meant that as repayment, as
his words suggested, it's a very loyal thing to do.
"Those were fun times."
"Yeah, we were able to do a lot of
things we can't do now."
Hayakawa paused for a moment there, and
then,
"The other day, I was just
thinking."
as if he'd just remembered, he changed the
subject.
"I told you I played baseball all
through high school, right?"
"Yeah, I remember. You got a
scholarship, right, if I recall."
Hayakawa was a baseball boy in elementary,
middle, and high school, and a fairly well-known player at that.
To say that his name was mentioned, albeit
in a small way, as a player to watch in the draft in specialized magazines, he
must have been quite amazing.
"Actually, I passed the selection for
W University."
"Eh, that's incredible..."
Speaking of W University, it's a powerhouse
among powerhouses in college baseball, and has produced many players for
professional baseball. Even if you didn't go pro, there was a rumor that being
a graduate of their baseball team would be a significant advantage in job
hunting.
"But well, in the end, I didn't go
there."
Not only did he lack that much confidence,
but considering the pressure of always playing baseball, he apparently thought
that even if it would be advantageous in his future life, it would put him
under excessive stress.
"Well, as a result, I was able to meet
Hashiba and get a job like this, so I don't have any regrets or anything,
but..."
I heard a small chuckle.
"If I had chosen that path... I wonder
what would have happened. I sometimes think about it."
He was laughing self-deprecatingly, but I
couldn't laugh.
Even after ending the call, I thought about
what he had just said for a while.
Hayakawa had potential. If he had pursued
the path of baseball, he might have even been able to go pro. The
"if" fantasy he thinks about probably lies there.
Again, I apply it to myself and think. If I
had chosen the path of going to art school back then. Naturally, I wouldn't
have met Hayakawa, and I think I would have had completely different
friendships.
In fact, I might have even become friends
with the members of the Platinum Generation and created something together.
"Haha, maybe that's too much of a
fantasy..."
But, you really never know where life will
take you. A world where the "unthinkable" I'm imagining now was
reality could exist.
Working hard with Kawagoe Kyouichi to
create scenarios,
collaborating with N@NA to make songs,
and commissioning Akishima Shino to create
illustrations.
Such a future might have been possible.
"...Well, let's leave the fantasies at
that."
Now, as a reality, I have to think about
what to do with my own place. To be able to have fun expanding my fantasies, I
need to create ground I can stand on.
First, tomorrow, I'll meet the person who
will be the key to creating a concrete plan.
I opened LINE again and checked that
person's schedule.
"From here... I'll recreate the route
no matter what."
To remake a development that seems headed
straight for a bad end into a happy end.
◇
Near the head office building flows a river
called the Meguro River. Along its banks are rows of cherry trees, and every
spring, the full blossoms delight people... or so it seemed.
As we walked together down the road that
continued from the side of the company, I asked Kawasegawa about it,
"Cherry blossoms? Now that you mention
it, I guess they were blooming."
very unfortunately, it seemed she herself
had no interest in cherry blossoms in the first place.
Perhaps she sensed my disappointment,
"Sorry for not being very girly."
"No, I didn't say that at all."
"Your eyes and your pause said so.
'Not cute,' they said."
She pouted her lips with a scornful look
and muttered discontentedly.
It had been a while since I talked with
Kawasegawa alone, but I felt she had become more of a pain than the last time
we spoke.
However, I do feel that the distance has
subtly shrunk, so maybe she's the type of girl who acts that way when she gets
close to someone.
(I mean, these clothes...)
I glance over at her.
What she was wearing over her blouse was a
light pink cardigan, just right for what one would call cherry-blossom pink.
If I wasn't mistaken, it was definitely the
one she bought when we went shopping together the other day.
(Even though she didn't seem to like it
that much...)
I don't know if it was out of
consideration, but I was strangely happy.
But, I'm sure if I mentioned it, she would
make this or that excuse. I felt like I wanted to hear that too, but today I
had more important business.
"...So? You didn't call me here to
talk about cherry blossoms, did you?"
"Yeah. Though I wish we could have
just ended it with talk of cherry blossoms."
I told her little by little about the
consolidation of the department in question. As for the internal factions,
since it wasn't confirmed information, I decided not to touch on it here.
When I finished speaking, Kawasegawa let
out a big sigh.
"...I see, so you've learned that much
already."
Kawasegawa herself seemed to understand
everything.
"I'm truly sorry. When I invited you
to the company... that talk hadn't come up yet."
There was talk of increasing staff in her
Department 2, but it wasn't confirmed at that point. So, to secure me as a
talent, they apparently decided to put me in Department 13 as a stopgap
measure.
"But, from there, talk of department
reorganization came up. I thought they would just make cuts in the unprofitable
consumer development division, but it turned out to be a company-wide
matter."
I somehow sensed what she was talking
about.
Looking at it from a revenue-only
perspective, it would be fine to just cut the employees in consumer
development, which is becoming a burden, but if that were to happen, the
important people in the old guard would lose face, and the internal division among
employees would worsen. So, that's not possible.
"So, not only was the initially
planned increase in staff for Department 2 postponed, but in an effort to cut
where they can first, Department 13 is being made a scapegoat... is that
it?"
Kawasegawa nodded.
"The board of directors is arguing,
partly because of that. The so-called President's faction, the people who
originally made profits from consumer games, and the people led by the Managing
Director, who focus on social games."
Surprisingly, the research material
Hayakawa had shown me had grasped the information quite accurately.
Kawasegawa continued to talk and also
mentioned her current position.
"Right now, I'm in a very delicate
position."
"Why? If you're the manager of
Department 2, isn't your position stable?"
She shook her head and said,
"Department 2 is a mixed team that
does both consumer and social games. So I'm caught in the middle, and it's very
difficult to work."
I see, that is indeed tough.
"Kawasegawa, do you have a preference
for which side you'd like to be on?"
"...Honestly, I hate factions. I don't
want to join either side. But..."
A calm gaze looks straight ahead.
"The President's faction has no
future. The Managing Director... he's not just looking at social games, he's
looking at what's next, so I think he'll win in the end."
"You can say that with such
certainty."
"Yes. He's a smart person.
Frightening, but--"
Saying that, Kawasegawa trembled slightly.
I don't know what kind of person he is, but
he must be quite a go-getter.
"But, I don't intend to work under
him. For me... the consumer game I'm working on now is important, and I want to
concentrate on completing it."
Is it about that collaboration project with
the Platinum Generation?
"Why are you so passionate about it?
It can't be just because you're the same age, right?"
To my question, Kawasegawa took a breath
and said,
"You see, I went to the same
university as them. And not just that. We were in the same department, and
we've been making things together all this time."
"...Is that so."
That made sense. Strangely enough, it
matched what I had fantasized about yesterday.
If these were feelings from her student
days, it couldn't be helped that they were special.
"'We can finally make something
together,' we said at the first meeting. But since then, we've had nothing but
interference, and the plan has been changed over and over. It was supposed to
be a dream project, but now, I'm just thinking about how to end it."
With a deep, deep sigh,
"I've had enough of being misled by
unnecessary politics...!"
Kawasegawa said, as if squeezing the words
out.
Surely, a pile of frustrations that she
can't tell me has built up inside her. The fact that she drank until she was
wasted, even though she's not a strong drinker, is probably because of that,
and the fact that she's talking about the internal situation like this now
probably means she's nearing her limit.
"...I'm truly sorry. That's why I
think it's better for you to leave our company."
She said to me, looking down.
"I know it's rude of me to say this
after I was the one who invited you... but, any more than this, I just
can't."
I was thinking about many things.
As expected, the company was in the midst
of turmoil. But this kind of thing can happen at any company, and it's almost
rare for it not to.
It would be easy to quit here, but if I do,
the reforms I had started, however short a time, will all be for nothing.
(More than anything, after Sakurai-san
worked so hard...)
The proposal that she, who has always been
losing until now, is finally about to get her hands on.
If that were to be trampled on just because
of internal company matters, it would be too unbearable.
"Hey, Kawasegawa."
I stopped and turned to face her.
She also stopped and looked at me.
"I have a favor to ask."
"...What is it?"
I tried to force a smile to reassure her a
little.
But it might have come off as a fearless
smile, or a smug look.
That's how reckless, or rather
challenging... well, to be frank, what I was about to say was not something
well-mannered.
"Honestly, I'm going to ask you for
something troublesome. But I believe... this is necessary for the
company."
"What are you... trying to make me
do?"
Kawasegawa didn't try to hide her anxious
expression.
While facing her looking like that, I began
to explain a certain strategy.
A strong wind blew as if passing through
the Meguro River. It seemed as if it were foreshadowing the turmoil to come.
◇
After finishing my talk with Kawasegawa, I
returned to the office again.
It was already well past closing time, but
I had things to do today.
"Sorry to have kept you waiting."
As I entered the underground workplace I
had become all too familiar with,
"Ah..."
it was just as Charaji and the Queen were
about to leave the room.
The situation was awkward for both sides,
and we just stood there in silence.
"Um, for today..."
Perhaps sensing my unspoken question of
"Are you leaving now?"
"That's right, we're leaving."
Spitting it out bluntly, Charaji slipped
past me and pushed the door open.
"It's useless anyway, no matter what
you do..."
I heard him say in a small voice as he was
leaving.
"Eh...?"
By the time I turned back to ask again,
they were already gone.
"Hashiba-kun, welcome back~"
"Good work. You were talking for quite
a long time, weren't you..."
The two who were still remaining offered
words of comfort.
"I'm fine. More importantly, those
two... they've gone home."
When I said that, Takoyaki-san stroked his
smooth head as usual and said,
"I understand that you're
dissatisfied, but I want you to try and understand them."
He showed me a slightly lonely expression
that he didn't usually show.
"Did something... happen?"
"Yeah, well, various things."
I was curious about the reason, but for
now, there were other things to attend to first.
After preparing properly, I'll try talking
to them again.
"Anyway, was it alright for you,
Manager? To stay with us like this."
Sakurai-san and I had decided to stay late,
but we hadn't intended to make Takoyaki-san stay with us. That's why when he
took the initiative and said he would stay, I felt like I was seeing something
unbelievable.
"Of course. If I don't cooperate with
something that could lead to the department's survival, then what am I even a
manager for?"
"...Thank you."
Honestly, I didn't think any good ideas
would come out just because Takoyaki-san was here, but being able to do this
kind of activity with the department leader present was, after all, reassuring.
"Well then, shall we move?"
We left our usual work desks and moved to
the conference space.
On the shelves in the back, numerous game
consoles and a large number of packages stored in cardboard boxes were piled
up. Thinking that all of them were born as a result of repeated meetings and
discussions like this, I felt a deep sense of emotion.
"Well then, let's begin──the planning
meeting for the planning meeting."
◇
"Mmm."
With a pen tucked behind her ear and her
arms crossed, Sakurai-san was groaning.
The topic on the agenda was how to
incorporate aspects like monetization and the implementation of a production
system into the new game proposal she had compiled the other day.
But, a good improvement plan was hard to
come by. Finding the best solution with no budget and no personnel was a
difficult proposition in the first place.
"Regarding the brand, would it be okay
to create a sub-brand?"
"That's right, doing so probably won't
damage the Succeed brand."
It seemed we could somehow clear concern
number one.
Regarding the composition of the staff,
including programmers, it also seemed we could still somehow clear it on the
premise that it was a sub-brand.
"In that case, the problem is here,
isn't it?"
When I pointed to the relevant part of the
document,
"Here, right...?"
Sakurai-san also let out a big sigh.
There, written in large letters, was
"Profitability."
"Because it's a challenging project,
it's wrong to seek profitability from the start. But, since we'll be taking a
certain amount of budget, we need a minimum number of units we can sell."
"...But, it's embarrassing for me to
say it, but this project..."
It has strong meta-elements, doesn't follow
the royal road of RPGs, isn't sold on its graphics, and has no celebrities
involved.
"It doesn't look like it'll sell, does
it?"
We said in unison and sighed.
When it comes to games made by a small team
that can expect high profits, it is generally bishoujo games, and among them,
those with high "practicality," that fit the bill.
However, we can't ask that of the game
we're making now. We've seen a mountain of examples of chimera-like games that
added more and more elements, only to end up with nothing and die.
"Making games for work is really
difficult, isn't it?"
Sakurai-san sighed and looked up at the
gray ceiling.
"Back in elementary or middle school,
I never even thought about this kind of thing."
"...That's right, I just found fun
games and played them, over and over."
"It was~. I especially loved RPGs, so
I'd think up stories and make books, upload fan art online and get flamed, I
was just doing whatever I wanted!"
She laughed nostalgically, and then,
"Of course I understand now, since I'm
doing it for work, I have to make money. The circumstances of feeling safe if
you make something similar to what sold well..."
Her eyes, which had been looking at the
ceiling, suddenly fell downward.
"...But, I started to feel like I was
gradually losing sight of what I was doing."
I understood what she wanted to say very
well.
I was supposed to have come to this world
because I loved it. I could say cool things with my mouth.
But as of now, I'm not even standing in the
ring to fight. I fell in love with her plan and said we could fight with it,
yet I haven't been able to procure a horse to ride into battle, nor have I been
able to make any armor.
The helpless feeling Kawasegawa had
confessed. Even someone who seems to be working so brilliantly on the front
lines couldn't always move as she pleased. What in the world can someone like
me, who can do nothing, accomplish by continuing to struggle like this?
"...Let's think. That's all we can do
right now."
I said it, as if to convince myself.
"If we have the confidence that it's
good, let's rack our brains to be able to make it as is as much as possible.
There might be something we haven't thought of yet."
Sakurai-san also nodded at my words.
"Yes, I'll try that. This is so hard,
but it's also the most fun thing I've ever done in my life."
"Well then, we definitely want to make
it happen."
We nodded at each other. We still have the
will to fight.
However, if things continue as they are, it
will end with nothing we can do.
Is there not something that could be a
breakthrough, without greatly changing what Sakurai-san thought of?
"What do you think, Manager... hey,
what are you doing?"
When I looked, the manager had some kind of
toy in his hand and was making clinking sounds with it.
"It's a model gun. I've always liked
these."
It's not about whether you like it.
"I'm not that knowledgeable about it,
but this one was the main weapon in a game I made a long time ago, so it's a
favorite of mine. Do you know it too, Hashiba-kun? The Desert Eagle."
"Oh."
I'm not that familiar with firearms either,
but I know the name well. It's a gun of Israeli origin, if I remember
correctly.
"A long time ago, I used to shoot this
in the office after everyone had left~ like this."
When he pulled the trigger, a few BB
pellets hit the wall, making a sound.
Even Sakurai-san seemed to have nothing but
questions about the manager's actions.
(Hashiba-san, what in the world is the
manager doing...?)
(I have no idea either.)
I guess it was an action born from not
having any particular ideas and not having anything to do... but it was just
too mysterious.
Takoyaki-san continued to gaze at the gun
happily and said,
"Before you guys came here, we all
used to talk about games and guns a lot."
"Eh," I almost let out a cry.
If "you guys" refers to me and
Sakurai-san, then that means...
"With the Section Chief and the
others...?"
"That's right, those two love games
too. How nostalgic."
It was an unexpected story.
It's a bad way to put it, but I had the
impression that Charaji and the Queen had no particular passion for games and
were just at this company for no real reason.
"You look surprised."
"Yes, honestly, I did."
"I get it. They certainly don't look
that way now."
Takoyaki-san lets out a sigh.
"Hashiba-kun, I understand that you
don't think well of them. But..."
On his face, the cheerful expression from
before had vanished, and something lonely was floating there.
"I want you to understand that they
had their reasons for becoming that way."
"...Is that so."
Takoyaki-san gave a small nod.
"They would never talk about it
themselves, so it might be better if I say it."
"This will be a little long, but is
that okay?" Takoyaki-san said quietly.
When we nodded, he began to speak slowly in
his usual gentle tone.
"You know we have a publishing
department, right?"
Of course I know. It's a department with a
reputation for its comic adaptations of popular works, and above all, because
of its high quality, it has been called a successful example of a media mix.
I also own several of their comics, and I
had personally felt their high quality.
When I told him that, he nodded deeply and
said,
"The one who made a huge contribution
to that quality improvement was our section chief, him."
"Eh... is that so."
Section Chief Charaji came to Succeed
Soft's publishing department as a transfer editor.
"Apparently, he joined the company to
reform the manga adaptations of our games because he found them
uninteresting."
At that time, he rebuilt the poor-quality
manga based on games from a quality perspective and came to handle many
well-regarded works.
"He was soon promoted to a desk
position and began to train new editors. The number of young people in the
department who revered him increased, and the overall morale improved
greatly."
At that point, he paused the story with a
"but," and said,
"A group of people in the department
started to find it annoying. The bosses who were originally there thought their
own positions were being threatened, and they shunned him."
"...No way."
He was removed from the main business of
comic adaptations and was put in charge of an original manga editorial
department, under the pretense of being entrusted with a new business.
"A department with just one
editor-in-chief and no subordinates. It was clear to everyone that he had been
sidelined."
Even so, he explored things that seemed
like they could lead to something, such as app development and discovering new
manga. But none of those plans were ever approved.
"It was probably on the premise of
crushing him from the start. And when he had lost his motivation and was
wavering, I called out to him."
Anyone would lose their motivation if they
were treated like that. His always careless, completely resigned attitude was
created in this way.
--Miyamoto Kanji. Section Chief of
Development Department 13. Behind that flashy and lazy attitude was a deep
despair from having fought so hard and been left with nothing.
Next, Takoyaki-san also talked about the
Queen.
"The current accounting system at the
head office, she's practically the one who made it."
The Queen's original profession was a
programmer. However, because there were few opportunities to utilize that
skill, she changed jobs to accounting based on her bookkeeping certification.
"After joining Succeed's accounting
department, she immediately found waste in the system, organized it, and
improved its efficiency."
At that time, the software used by the
accounting department was the source of many complaints for being difficult to
use and slow, and furthermore, things like financial statements and processing
were all bottlenecked at the accounting manager's desk, a situation where
improvement requests were coming from the entire company.
It was she who improved it in no time.
"Everyone in the department also
praised her, and even though overtime was the norm, they were able to start
going home on time. However..."
There was actually a reason why the
accounting department's system was so poor.
"The manager at the time was making a
backroom deal with a certain accounting software company, trying to get a
kickback for introducing it to the company. That... was thwarted by her
success."
It was an all-around good plan for him:
solve the much-complained-about accounting system by introducing software, and
get a rebate for himself.
"However, the rebate naturally didn't
come in, he got sarcastic remarks from the accounting software company, and the
manager lost his standing. So, he began to treat her harshly."
"That's, but..."
"Of course, there's no doubt she was a
person of merit. So, instead of attacking her directly, he just left her to dry
up by not giving her any work."
It was an extremely malicious method, but
the effect was immediate.
The story that she wasn't well-liked by the
manager quickly spread within the department, and the employees who had
initially celebrated her began to distance themselves and treat her as an
outcast.
And she, too, became isolated. When she had
lost her place, Takoyaki-san called out to her and brought her to Department
13.
--The all too unreasonable past of the
Queen, Kojima Miyuu-san.
"A company is a creature that moves in
a herd. If you stick out, you'll be cornered until you have nowhere to go. Even
if you're an incredibly talented person."
Takoyaki-san spoke dispassionately and
continued, "That's why."
"This Development Department 13, you
see, I made it as a refuge for people who have gotten tired like that. A place
far from unnecessary conflicts, so that they can return once their wounds have
healed."
Startled, I looked at his face again.
I realized now, after all this time, that
the reason this person was so calm and never argued with anyone was because of
his feelings for those who had been hurt.
"Is that so..."
"Well, it was supposed to be that kind
of place, but now it's about to be crushed."
Before Takoyaki-san--no, before Development
Department 13's Manager Horii Kazuhisa, who was smiling sadly in front of me,
my chest tightened at the thought of the unreasonable events they had
shouldered, and the ironic reality.
The department that Manager Horii had
prepared as a last resort had, at some point, come to be called by the
dishonorable name of the Execution Chamber.
And that name is about to become a reality.
"Something like that...
happened?"
The manager's story ended, and I was at a
loss for words.
Because the story of those two was more
serious and terrible than I had expected.
"I had heard bits and pieces, but I
didn't know it was that bad."
Sakurai-san is also nodding with a
sorrowful expression.
"A company, you know, has all sorts of
things."
The manager strokes his smooth head, as he
always does.
"Did I end up giving you unnecessary
information...?"
"No, if that's the case, I thought we
absolutely have to get this proposal approved."
Rather, I feel like I've heard a good
story. But well, that's not to say that the proposal itself has moved forward.
The manager is still fiddling with the gun
even after the conversation is over.
"Originally, the Desert Eagle boasts
high accuracy, but I'm so bad at it that I can't hit the target at all."
He said, and fired a few more rounds at the
wall.
"...You're right, it doesn't
hit."
The plastic container he seemed to be
aiming at sat there without even budging.
"Right? So now, all I can do is shoot
a lot."
The manager is still aiming the gun at the
wall.
We are keeping our eyes on the documents in
our hands.
"There's no use thinking about it if
we're just firing blanks, anyway..."
The documents I'm looking at with my eyes,
and the manager's voice coming in through my ears.
In that instant, they blended together in
my mind.
(Eh... ah, wait a minute...)
I might have been greatly mistaken.
"Sakurai-san, about the proposals...
there were still a lot more, right?"
"Eh, yes... what about them?"
I opened the file I had received from her
again.
After flipping through it and closing it,
this time I checked the lineup of a major download site on my smartphone.
This time I hurry back to my desk where my
PC is, and clatteringly tap the keys to check this and that.
"That's it, that's what it is..."
Gradually, I could feel the heat entering
my fingers.
"Um, Hashiba-san...?"
"Hashiba-kun, what's wrong, so
suddenly?"
Ignoring their voices, I grasped a hint
there.
"With this... it might just
work!!"
Without thinking, I was shouting, gripping
my smartphone.
"Wah!"
"Eek!"
At my sudden shout, the two of them fell
over on the spot.
"I did it, finally... I've grasped a
lead."
My voice still trembling on the spot.
"Did you find it? A way for this
project... to be profitable?"
I turned around.
"No, I haven't found that. But... I've
cleared it."
Both of them looked at me with faces that
had big question marks floating on them.
"You've thought about it way too much,
Hashiba-san..."
"Maybe you should rest a bit...?"
To the two whose anxiety was turning into
worry, I stated clearly.
"It's alright, I haven't gone crazy,
and I still have the ability to think properly."
I took the manager's Desert Eagle in hand
and aimed it at the wall.
"All that's left is to shoot."
I pulled the trigger, and several rounds
were fired towards the wall.
The bullet hit the container from before
and rolled onto the floor with a dry sound.
"Just as the manager said, if you
shoot... you'll hit."
◇
And then, Friday.
The members of Department 13 were gathered
for the regular planning meeting.
"Well then, let's begin the planning
meeting."
After saying that much, I turned my face
towards Charaji.
"Section Chief, the other day... I
said something very rude. I am truly sorry."
I said, bowing my head deeply.
"............Hmph."
Charaji, without changing his sullen
demeanor, was leaning back in his chair.
"Even if you apologize, my intention
to change jobs won't change."
"Yes. But... could you please at least
listen to this proposal?"
"You never learn, do you? It's fine,
but my opinion on that plan hasn't changed either. No matter what you do, I
think it'll just be a useless struggle."
I also nodded.
"That's right, if it had stayed as it
was, even if we had fixed the minor points, I think it would have been
difficult to get it approved in the end."
"So you finally get it, well
then..."
"That's why."
I sent a signal to Sakurai-san and the
manager, and had a panel projected onto the wall in front of us.
Development Department 13, Proposal
"New Plan," was written on the cover.
"A new plan, you say...?"
To the surprised Charaji, I nodded deeply.
"That's right. We reviewed the plan
from the very beginning... including its scale. Therefore, this is not a
revision of the previous plan, but a completely new one."
If what was fixed is no good, then just
think from the beginning.
I thought so, and consulted with
Sakurai-san, knowing it would be quite a task.
She overcame that difficult task and,
without breaking the original concept, created this proposal as a more refined
plan.
"...You've come that far."
Charaji nodded and sat down in his chair.
For now, it seemed he was willing to
listen.
"Doesn't it sound interesting? I'll
listen too."
The Queen also nodded and sent her gaze to
the panel.
"Well then, let's begin the
presentation. Sakurai-san."
"Yes!"
When I spoke, Sakurai-san came forward and
began her explanation of the new plan.
◇
"...That is all."
Sakurai-san's presentation was over.
As she repeated it over and over, her
explanation became more and more confident.
Now, if she can just experience the phase
of giving the plan shape, she should become even more confident.
"What did you think?"
Both of them were staring at the screen
with serious expressions.
It was completely different from the last
time, when they watched while tilting their heads. Clearly, they seemed to have
some solid thoughts about what they were seeing.
Charaji let out a sigh and looked at the
document in his hand.
"This, did Sakurai put it all
together?"
"Yes, of course there are points that
Hashiba-san and the manager taught me, but I put most of it together
myself."
The parts I helped with were just the outer
framework of how to produce this work and release it to the world; the detailed
creation of the plan's content was by her own hand.
"I see."
Charaji looked off into the distance and
said,
"It's been two years since we started
working at the same place, and I couldn't teach you anything. And yet, in just
about three months... you've changed."
"That's... I still can't do anything
at all."
"You can. This proposal says so, and
more than anything, your presentation was confident."
He gave a wry smile, and then stood up.
"Sakurai, and Hashiba. You guys... are
amazing. I think it's become a good plan."
"Ah... thank you so much!"
At Charaji's words, Sakurai-san's
expression instantly brightened.
"But."
The face of Charaji, who looked at us, was
somehow very tired.
"I, to you guys who have worked so
hard, can surely do nothing. I'll just be in the way as a nominal boss who only
talks big."
He averted his eyes and made a bitter face.
"I knew it all along. When it came to
reforming the department, I knew I was nothing but useless. That's why I talked
trash and tried to run away quickly. The feeling of wanting to change jobs is
also all from the bottom of my heart."
At Charaji's words, the Queen also nodded.
"I agree. You've brilliantly resolved
the previous concerns and, on top of that, made the plan even bigger and more
promising. But that is your achievement."
She too stood up and tried to return to her
seat.
"I can't find anything I could be
useful for in this plan either. It seems it's better to say goodbye here."
"No..."
Sakurai-san looks at the two who are about
to leave, flustered.
If things continue like this, the two of
them will definitely leave here. There might be a judgment that that's fine.
The decision to move forward only with comrades who share the same beliefs,
rather than trying to force a persuasion.
"--Wait."
But.
"That's just running away, both of
you."
I didn't choose that option. No, I couldn't
choose it.
"...That's why I said I'm running
away, right? I can't go along with it, and more than anything, I can't be of
any use, so isn't it better that I leave?"
"That's right, don't embarrass me any
further."
I moved to get around the two of them and
stood in front of them.
"If you two were really... people with
no motivation or spirit, I might have left you alone. But."
And then, I look at the manager.
"...Now that I know that the result of
your struggles is what we have now, I can't do that."
Charaji, and then the Queen, showed clear
signs of being shaken.
"Manager, did you talk about
that?"
"I told you not to tell anyone
else..."
"I'm sorry, Hashiba-kun really wanted
to hear it, and besides..."
The manager's serious eyes turned towards
Charaji and the others.
"I thought, maybe it's about
time."
"...Is that so."
Charaji looked up at the sky as if
remembering something, and the Queen sighed deeply, as if resigned.
I told the two of them again the story I
had heard from the manager.
The story of how the two of them had fought
and won, yet received unreasonable treatment, and had come to despair of
everything.
"That is the story I heard."
Charaji... no, Miyamoto-san, and
Kojima-san, after quietly listening to my story, both gave a wry smile.
"It's a stupid story, isn't it? There
was a time when I thought that if you work hard, you'll be rewarded. Me
too."
This was the reason why she, despite being
brilliant, didn't get involved with others at all. That what she had done for
the best had ended up tightening the noose around her own neck.
"I was angry at first, but now it just
feels stupid. Here, as long as I do the bare minimum of what I'm told, I can
get a salary."
Kojima-san said, shrugging her shoulders.
"Yeah. I just... stopped caring."
Miyamoto-san also gave a dry laugh and
sighed.
I wonder, what is a company?
It binds people who desperately tried to
make something better with these shackles and ruins them. It doesn't even have
a function to purify such tainted parts.
It's supposed to be about creating a system
to accomplish big things, but what's actually happening there is a fierce
battle of tripping each other up, and the act of constantly hammering down any
nail that sticks out.
For someone's foolish pride or obstinacy,
the people working on the ground are not allowed to work to their full
potential, and they have no choice but to either endure and fight, or give up
like this.
This crappy reality, if we don't change it
somewhere, it will rot.
That's why I said it.
"Let's stop doing that, shall
we?"
And I looked at the two of them.
"I don't want to see any more people
who tackled their work properly, but whose results were not fairly
evaluated."
I glanced over at Sakurai-san.
"If you two quit the company now, she
will surely end up like that too. Are you... okay with that?"
Both of them fell silent at my words.
"It's not like anything we do is going
to solve that."
"We will, no matter what."
"A company is a real pain, you know? I
can't imagine that anything will change no matter how hard you try,
Hashiba-kun."
"To make it work, I've thought about
it like crazy, that's why!"
I bowed my head from the waist, at an angle
where I could only see the floor.
"Please lend me your strength, I beg
you!"
Silence dominates the room.
Neither of them moved a muscle.
I couldn't see what kind of expressions
they were making. Because I kept my head bowed and continued to stare at the
floor.
"............Sorry."
So, I only knew that he said just one word
and was leaving by the sound of his footsteps, and
"What should I do? Will it be done by
the end of the day?"
Kojima-san's sigh-laced words, I couldn't
even make out her expression.
"Thank you so much!"
But finally, I knew that my words had
reached them.
Unfortunately, it wasn't enough to move
Miyamoto-san's heart.
"Section Chief Miyamoto... will he be
alright?"
Sakurai-san murmured sadly.
"For now, we can only do what we can
do. Just being able to talk... let's call that good enough."
He, who had been sullen the whole time, had
at least shown his true self for a moment just now.
Even if it's no good now, I didn't think it
was a negative.
"Ah, everyone, um~. Quite a bit of
time has passed."
At the manager's voice, I looked at the
clock and saw that the work day was long over, to the level where we'd get a
scolding from the security office.
"Well then, shall we move to a coffee
shop for now?"
At my suggestion, Kojima-san sighed and
said,
"In lieu of overtime pay, you can
treat me to a drink."
"Then, shall we go to a place that
serves alcohol?"
We can talk at an izakaya, and I had no
objection to that.
The plan seems to be coming together
somehow, and we've succeeded in adding one more "development department
member." Now, if we can just persuade the section chief, the form will be
firmly in place.
(With this... have I managed to get to the
starting line?)
Nothing has actually been solved yet, but
the feeling of having taken a step forward came through.
◇
At the same time, on the 26th floor of the
same building.
Inside the door with the plate reading
"Managing Director," two voices were echoing quietly.
"The call for the special meeting has
finished without any issues."
"Thank you, Managing Director. I
apologize for the trouble."
The woman said, bowing her head deeply.
The man who had been spoken to sat down
deeply in his chair and let out a light laugh.
"It's fine. It is a request from none
other than the manager of Development Department 2. I can't very well not
listen."
"...I appreciate your
consideration."
Kawasegawa Eiko knew. That he was using
this as an opportunity to further strengthen the influence of his faction over
Development Department 2.
However, if she were to easily accept his
intentions, the entire department would in the blink of an eye become his
puppet. He possessed that kind of charisma and overwhelming strength.
"Even so, Hashiba-kun... was it? You
think very highly of him."
Her body trembled with a jolt.
"If he's that brilliant, maybe I'll
have a proper talk with him next time. He seems like he could be useful in
various ways."
"Um, Managing Director... he has only
just joined the company, and is still in the process of gradually
learning..."
"I know that."
A cold-hearted echo ran through the room.
"That's why I just thought I should
say it first. Before he starts talking about dreams or likes, like someone
else."
"............"
I felt as if my vision had flashed white
for a moment.
Is this what it means to be struck by
words? Lights flickered on and off in my head, and I felt so dizzy it was hard
to stand.
"What's wrong? You look pale."
"No, it's... nothing."
Hashiba... him alone, I don't want him to
change.
The way I once was, tainted.
"Managing Director, at the meeting,
please... I beg you."
"Ah, of course. I'll judge it fairly.
According to my own standards, though."
I nodded, holding myself back from falling
over again.
The Managing Director lightly raised his
right hand.
It was a sign that this was the end. I
bowed my head again and left the room.
The moment I closed the heavy door,
exhaustion weighed down on my whole body.
I couldn't help but fall to my knees,
taking deep breaths over and over.
"Hashiba, you really..."
As he wished, I negotiated with the
Managing Director and created an opportunity for a "formal proposal."
But that could also lead to his own
destruction.
There is a danger that everything will be
reduced to nothing for the sake of a huge organization and ambition.
That alone, I must stop no matter what.
"Please, be safe..."
I whispered, as if in prayer.